Even though the warding makeup she gave me lingered visibly on my forehead and Regulus’s—proof it hadn’t yet worn off—she’d gone even further to ensure my safety.
As I mused, Hyorin-sama silently reached out and touched my forehead, where a small red hana kanzashi was still visible.
“Hyakka’s wards are strong enough to repel most threats. You managed to avoid the worst of the mist clouding your path. But in exchange, you caught a cold. Her wards can’t block every minor misfortune. If her blessing were perfect, you wouldn’t have gotten sick in the first place. Therefore, I visited again to ensure that you remained indoors.
“I see…”
But even that cold had been quickly cured thanks to Hyorin-sama and Lara-san.
Wait a second… Didn’t she say she couldn’t see the future? But she can see life’s candles?
Doesn’t that mean she can at least estimate how long someone will live?
I asked her outright, and she gently denied it again.
“Every human has a life candle of equal length at the start. What changes is its shape—its thickness and length vary based on the soul’s actions. It’s not about good or evil deeds. Rather, it reflects how much one refines or tarnishes their soul.”
So when someone betters themselves, their candle becomes thick and long. When they betray their soul, it grows thin and short. It’s not about morality; it’s about the condition of one’s soul.
Apparently, my candle had been wildly unstable lately—once dangerously short, then rapidly long, then short and thick again. Particularly during my episode of soul separation illness, Hyorin-sama believed she might need to assist me in transitioning to the afterlife. But to her surprise, my candle had grown unusually thick and long at times.
It had grown significantly since this time last year—apparently, that kind of fluctuation isn’t normal.
“You’ve shown remarkable growth in the past few months. Candles of children your age don’t usually shift this much. You’ve been using your wisdom and achieving quite a lot.”
Wisdom? That’s rich. It’s just leftover knowledge from my past life—basically cheat codes that let me skip the hard work.
There’s nothing to be proud of.
Ashamed, I lowered my head—only for Hyorin-sama to flick my forehead and grin wickedly.
“Take the compliment,” she said. “That’s what Hyakka would tell you.”
“…But—”
“There will come a time when you must smile even when praise doesn’t make you happy. You’ll be dealing with people in positions where that’s expected. Think of this as practice.”
Oof. That somehow sounds worse.
As I groaned to myself, Hyorin-sama laughed even more.
Unfair.
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